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NUR SYAZWANI

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." —- Marilyn Monroe

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So close, yet so far.
Monday, April 13, 2009

I'm very tired, just came back from swimming.
Had quite a rough day before this.

During reading period today, Hui Ting went to talk to Mdm Jayanthi.
So, I continue reading my newspaper.
Went up and had Music.

Music is funny, srsly.
Terrence, Darrel, Desmond, Phyo and Meng Lam were all beside me.
And we talk horny throughout the whole lesson.
Terrence and Desmond spanked me with the boomwhacker.
Srsly speaking, if my butt's flat when I grow up, I'll haunt them down.
And they made me laugh all the way.

IPW was cool, everytime I came near Desmond, he'll scream cause' he's afraid I'll pinch his nipples.
And he even screams like a girl getting raped :/
Gayboy!

Mother Tongue was hell!
Mdm Haslinda didn't came so we had to do work on ourselves.
It was quiet at first, then while I was doing my work, suddenly someone shoot this small paper ball at my hand and it first.
Then all the boys laugh cause' I scream.
Obviously one of them, idk who, elastic me with it lah.
It hurts okay!
Then the shooting continues, another one at my hand, at my butt(!!!), at my thigh and my calf.
I swear it hurts.
I know some of the shooting was from Syafiq.

Recess, I was hungry, but I didn't have any mood to eat.
Idk why.

Maths was hell, too.
Had to sit with Aleem.
And he annoys me manzxz.
Then he had to stand, cause' he couldn't answer this question Mrs Ng gave.
Firdaus had to stand too, so Aleem fooled arnd.
And, Mrs Ng told him to pack his bags and follow her after class.

History was a bummer, laid my head on the table the whole lesson.
English, after greeting Ms Low(sp?), she was like "Everybody sit except Syazwani."
Then she punished me to sit next to the dustbin and complete the informal letter I owe her.
So I sat there and completed it.
It was damn boring, and I sang a verse from "A little too not over you" by David Archuleta.
Ms Low(sp?) then call me to keep quiet, ):

Mdm Jayanthi then took over Values Ed., but studied with us about Geography.
Aleem came in class about 1pm, he needa continue detention class tmrw, aww so sad.
Msm Jayanthi also talked to me for awhile outside the class.

I srsly don't know what's happening to me.
I've slacken so much for the past few months.
Why can't I be the old me? The responsible, hardworking one.
I know I can study, I know I'm responsible, but it's just that I can't find it anymore in me.
I needa buck up, MYE is coming and I'm not sure about even passing.
I wanna make my mom proud, I wanna change.
Change is a big word to me, I'm not sure if I can do it.
But I'll try, with all my heart.
Sorry to Mdm Jayanthi and Ms Faezah if I've let y'all down.
Iimma disgrace.
- To 1EC, as their chairman, and to both my parents as their child.
I hope God can help guide me on choosing the right path and lighten it all the way.
I srsly wanna change.

After school, meet up with Wisyah at the canteen and joined she,Hidayu, Ayu, Shazlyn in their lunch.
We then plan to bash Shazlyn up, we finger paint Shazlyn's paint.
And her face was like a rainbow! Many colors were painted at her face.
Me and Hidayu then helped her clean up.
When she was QUITE clean alrdy, we then pick our bags and walk off.
Stopped awhile and chattied with Alep(sp?), he can make me laugh non-stop manzxz!

Then went home, pack bags and get ready for swimming.
Meet up with Wisyah under my block, then Shazlyn under her block then we went to Ayu's block.
Went to the swimming complex together with them.
Swimming was great, but tiring.

Meet up with Putra and Farhan after swimming ends outside the swimming complex.
Ask Putra to carry my bag for me and Ayu thought I stead with Putra, omfg?!.
Hahas, went to Plaza's KFC w/ Shazlyn, Wisyah, Ayu and Qistina.
Hell loads of fun and laughter yo!
Love them loads aye ~

And lastly,


Happy 13th Birthday to my dearest Nurul Shazlyn Zuriaty!

Took your picture and edited it to brighten the picture, don't be mad
aye.
You're finally thirteen, excited much or what? Can go to the gym alrdy
right?
Sorry takder present ehy, hahaha.
Good lucks in your upcoming MYE
aye! Study hard, and pass with flying colors aites.
Hope all your dreams and
hopes come true, all the best in your life and future.
Love ya all-time-fun
partner ku<3.



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