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NUR SYAZWANI

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." —- Marilyn Monroe

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Yes, I screwed Maths paper too.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Goddamn it I screwed it.
Yes, 10 marks(or more) gone, wasted, like THAT -snaps finger-.
I have no idea what's wrong with myself.
All the things Mrs Ng teach me was all flushed into the loo.
Simplification, factorisation, all of it was washed out of my brain.

And, the more fucked up thing was that I didn't even bother to attempt to questions again;
I didn't bother to even think or read back the question.
And the last angle question, I tikam-ed it.
Damn, why did Mrs Ng set the paper so fucking hard.
Like srsly, she was trying to kill me.

I know I'm gonna fail, if Paper 1 was hard, Paper 2 will crush my brain for sure.
I don't wanna drop into the NA stream.
Like I said, I'm sick and tired of people looking down on me.
But, looks like I'll be looked down again after all.
I know I'm gonna fail my mid-years.
I wanna fail it, I don't care if my mom wanna put me in some fucking tuition or what.
But I'm gonna fail it.
.
.
Unless God loves me and helps me. -Grins widely-

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I'm @ Wisyah's house anyway.
Slacking here, releasing my tension on that fucking Maths paper.
Wisyah called me a FAT LIAR, like wtf.
And no, everything typed above happened in reality to me.
Wisyah's the FAT LIAR, k tyvm, bye.


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