Today is awful, way awful.
It topped my 'Worst Days of My Whole 12 and two-thirds Life', seriously.
If you read my twitter, you could prolly get a glimpse of what happened.
Thanks to Huiting, Lihser and Indra for cheering me up.
But prolly Lihser will be the only one who really understand what the hell happened.
Cried alot today, stupid tears, love to roll down so much.
Yes, this is also another one of those days when I wish my daddy was here to comfort me, I miss him, alot - His advice, his sarcasm, his jokes and his love, especially.
See, tears rolled down again, stop it, get a grip of yourself nursyazwani.
But I'm giving up. On believing that happiness exists.
It doesn't, does it?
xo
