It's 1:30AM, but I'm here, sobbing like a baby.

I used to be your number 1, me who you said to be your mood-lifter everytime you see me, me who you used to rant everything to, me who you's Facebook profile you love to visit and spam, me who was always there for you... But what happened? What happened to us?

It's been a week and I haven't heard from you. No 'hi' and what hurts me most was that you didn't even flash me a smile.

Maybe I was ignorant, maybe you were too busy, maybe there wasn't much time for us to catch up but how did it happened so fast?

I don't even have a slightest clue of what happened.

I miss you, even though I always see you, creeping on you, hoping you'll say hi to me.

But no. Not even an acknowledgment of my presence.

You're getting close to her, you're drifting away from me.

I used to be her.

Who am I to you now?

Excuses. You and your never-ending excuses. When are you going to stop?

I know you're lying. Even without investigating further, I know you are.

Why? Am I not worth the truth anymore? What happened to no-more-secrets after *that* whole incident? What happened to cheesy text messages? Why happened to sticking to each other like glue?

You said our friendship was precious to you, but why are you blowing me off for some girl?

You didn't even say 'hi' when I walked past you.

It sucks how much you've changed after meeting her.

Sanjay said our friendship is even better than love. So why, why does it hurt so bad?

I have been sobbing on and off for the past few hours. I'm such a baby, wasting my tears on two guys who doesn't even appreciate my efforts to keep our friendship intact.

Ranting it all out here cause' it's late and no one's awake for me to rant at.

Who cares, no one will read it anyway.