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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." —- Marilyn Monroe

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falling to pieces
Sunday, May 15, 2011

So, I listened to Breakeven and I broke out in tears cause' the song reminded me of him. No, not L'F, /him/. The funny thing is, I just realized that I had feelings for him all this while, that the best part of me was always with him, that when I'm all chocked up, he's okay.

I just realized that the reason why I was always jealous when he's with someone new, why my heart always hurts when he doesn't talk to me, why his texts are actually what I'm anticipating for, why I feel so empty when his photo is not in my wallet anymore, why I'm actually looking forward for the next 10 years because of his promise which I doubt he'll even remember; is because I'm actually in love with him.

Now it's happening again, I'm being all chocked up about him and he is perfectly fine.

바보, I'm such a 바보.


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