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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." —- Marilyn Monroe

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i'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Half of the year is gonna past and I hate the past 6 months. I hate that I'm always crying. That something bad is always happening to me. That I'm always getting on the computer and ranting it all away here because there's no one that I know who's there for me. How does my eyes even produce so many tears? It's never ending; the tears, the heartache, the ranting.

Gosh... how pathetic can I get? Wasting my tears on people who don't even give a fuck. It's always like this, an incident after another. Don't know where else can I find the strength to remain strong, I've used up every single bit of it. Broken; me.

I keep telling myself everything will get better... but will it really be?


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