I think it's funny how fast I fall in and out of l*ve; one day I think
he's the one and the other day I think
he's the one and now I think
he's the one. I dare not spell the word out though. Who am I, a fifteen-yr-old, to know what does it even mean? Who am I to know how does it feel like?
But I just want to know what does it mean when my heart beats super fast when I see you, what does it mean to automatically smile when you joke around or when our skin accidentally touch, what does it mean when I felt so happy when you said you'll wait for me, what does it mean to feel disappointed when you're not online and so much more.
I am laughing at myself while typing all of these out. It's not like he'll even find out or even have the mutual feeling.
So why?
Why do I even bother?
