So hello, 2013. I truly hope that you'll be a better year in contrary to 2012; in which I had so many breakdowns, I lost count. And also, this post will be kept optimistic to comply with my New Year's resolution.
I'm very happy that I ended 2012 with one of the people who kind of change my mindset on.. basically everything. My heart was a warm heart watching the fireworks at Marina at such a good spot while being held and getting a NYE's kiss. I was always scared that I'm such an embarrassment to be with because you know.. I'm such a boring, ugly, fat girl. But somehow when you reach for my hand with everyone watching or show your affection in front of your friends, I finally feel.... confident. Which I haven't feel in a very very long time, trust me. And also, I felt really guilty for writing the previous post which was totally over the top. It isnt too bad putting 100% into a relationship afterall with the constant assurance.
So yeah, I'm starting 2013 feeling less insecure about myself, feeling blessed that I have my family and people that matter around me and lastly feeling happy.
And I truly hope that I'll end 2013 like this too.
