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NUR SYAZWANI

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." —- Marilyn Monroe

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Friday, April 5, 2013

Guess its true when they say that you shouldn't speak when you're mad because you will tend to say things you'll regret afterwards. I'm so sorry that I got pissed at you just because you drank. I should have been more understanding about your craving, about your problems. I'm so sorry I said  it was tiring to be with you when we are not even together. I'm so sorry I didn't just end everything and head home after seeing you smile; after we ended the fight. I'm so sorry I'm so damn bipolar. I'm sorry I made you cry when I promised that I want to be the girl that changed you and then got you mad afterwards by saying that you'll be the last to which you said I'm just 17.

I wish I can turn back the clock to just a few hours back. To when you surprisingly gave me extra kisses today, to when you stared at me and said "Can't I just look at you?" when I asked why, to when you whispered and promised that you'll make my mom fall for you.

I hope I see you tomorrow. Please.


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